Monday, April 25, 2005

hello ok

hello its me shella. i had not wrote to this in so very a long time. i cant not remember why i had not wrote again but the internets is fine again. so many things had happen in my life i had forgot how nice it feel to be written here. i am still here in this home for this time. mam linda her chile is to be gotten marridge this time this year. i am not to be invited to see this thing marridge. my duties is to be help them young girls to be dress well and to clean around. fat amo is not so happy for this time to this marridge. she has many hatred for this partner to her chile. she had been try to seperate them many a time in this home but her chile is loving thems partner. im had to go for this time because this amo downstair is asking for me to be watching them fixer for thems toilet is barado. b4 i 4get ok yes i am to say for this time that i had found a speshial person for shella mae her heart. i had found himself in the internet chats. i will be shown him to this thing foto for you. ok thanks i mis u bye

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

tobe so much pain and burning for this

hi! todays night was not so good a thing for me this time for now. i had made a bad mistake for mam linda!it had became time to make the masaje before the sleeping time so i had began to make it. mam linda is sleeping to be prepare for this i had made masaje in her legs and in her low part of back to be near the (i dont be knowing for the english word is PWET?)ok so i am being makeing masaje for this part of mam linda and then i had became a nervious one for them mam linda and grangchildren Nikki is being angry to them together. they had became to fight! so loud because nikki is fighting for freedom in this home today because she is to be not free many days to speak and go this many times for freedom.so i had became so much nervious on this time i had made the bad thing to mam linda for now! i had made FELL the white flower oils to mam linda to her backs legs and the bad one is to inside to her PWET (i dont be knowing for this english word)! i had became to scared to this one in this time for not is one thing! it had burning her body in this time! i had cry some little moment and i had ranning to get some many waters for this burning! i had to be wipe it all many time! so and then for now nikki is crying for this and mam linda is to be scream to this time.i had makeing a prayer to god for this time one to be forgiven for mam linda is hurting. for now is all to be fix for mam linda is sleep ok to be. nikki is tobe sleep for this time ok. them had became to be not more fighting for mam linda anymore. i am had to go sleep now. tomorrows morning is to be one time in divisoria for mam nikki mam linda mam marybeth mam olivia and mam cassy and shella. we is to be going to divisoria tomorrows morning ok. thanks bye

Sunday, October 31, 2004

the hallowin time in this home and baboy damo is amo now to be cat!

hello ok its shella! happy hallowin day!!!!! today this time is the hallowin day in this home in corinthian gardens qc. there is so many small childrens is going to trickingtreats today in this home to corinthians. them grangchildren of mam linda is going to trickingtreats all the afternoon. they had not had some costume for the time is hallowin. the old one grangchildren of mam linda her name is Nikki is made some costume with some clothes in her aparador. shes also placing some makeups in the grangchildrens bodys for the monster is the one to become. its ok and many pictures had been taking! they had going to go with the car to go inside the corinthian gardens to getting some candys for trickingtreats. i wanted to go to them but the car is no more space because of them grangchildren and then the other one domestic helper maid Misha is going also so she is going to also to trickingtreats and i am cannot going for the no space. i felt sad for one time. i stay in this home only and do some cleanings in time.
the daughter of mam linda is name is mam marybeth. she is has many a dogs who has gaven birth and she has one baboy damo(is a baby pig) for animal in her home dowsntairs the home in corinthian gardens. the baboy damo is name is ziggy. he had went to inside the bathroom of mam marybeth andhad made a "waste" inside them. he had made to this many time before. i was to cleaning it the "waste" and making clean inside now this time. its ok. the cat of mam marybeth (she has many cats) is also had made to this many time before in the inside to the bidey ok and one this time in the inside to the lababo (the wash hands bowl). the cat is thinking he is also amo! yes!! is to so funny now! small part of mine dutys in this home is to cleaning and taking cared of them animal.
misha is came back and had bring to all domestic helper maid some many candy. shes had a good one time to trickingtreats. ok!
thanks hope to see u soon

Saturday, October 30, 2004

them doctors to charging all of us

hello its shela! i am finish with my dutys for this today so came time to speak the mind for time. mam linda is told me today for next week is my day off for me. it is on once time each month. all of them domestics helpers maids in this home has once day off each month ok. that is the once time.the other one domestic helper maid telling to me of the mr puyog doctor of the teeth. her teeths is a good one and this mr puyog doctor is the one to made it. ok so next week i will go to see doctor. mam linda telling to me that i will not telling mr puyog doctor that mam linda will paying for halve my teeths because if he know it mr puyog doctor will make the charging mahal (is expensive). them doctors here in the philippines is like the way to charge plenty more to rich amos. them doctors here charge only little to domestic helper maids ok. so i will not telling the doctor that mam linda will paying for halve my teeths. do you understanded it? it is so bad of them doctors yes but kawawa (poor to be) also mam linda rich amo ok she will get paying so many moneys. for this time! i am so happy ok! i will see mr doctor puyog and i will having a teeths in this time!

Friday, October 29, 2004

i think the sons are to be happy for life

Ok hello! Todays morning was a very scary one for all of the domestics helpers maids here in this home now. My fat amo (she is name mam linda i will not calling her fat anymore because shes giving me some teeths yesterday for the money to buy teeths yesterday) is gotten mad at her son (his name is Niko) because he is not a good one some days like today now. he is spokening to her in a bad way like angry all the times. and then he will hit and make hole in the wall hes hitted because he is angry for now. hes hitted the wall and is very angry ok. the why he is angry is no one understand. and then mam linda is scream so very loud and i thinked that she will became heart problems. kawawa (it means so sorry feeling so bad) mam linda she is a good mother to now. i think her son (his name is Niko) is not thanked himself for be lucky to have mother so much thinking of him. after he hitted the wall he saying sorry but mam linda is sad and mad so he leave to go working.
when mam linda is a mad one she is mad to all domestics helpers maids ok. i try to be quiet only no noises of feet and no noises of works.
i have to go to wash some many fork for dinner foods tonight.
ok

Real teeths is a good one!

Hello its me shella!
Today was a good day in my time. My fat amo have gaven me a present gift for my 20 years today. She's telling me that come the time for teeth she will paying for halve of the costs. You see i have a no teeth in the front of my lips. its only 3 that is gone not there ok. i dont know where to it has been but its a long time already. i think when i was a child it had fell some time. my mather always tell me that when i became a growned woman she will give me teeths. but mather (inay) is have no moneys.
my fat amo 69 years old telling me this today that she will paying for halve the costs for teeths. i am very happy. normal days for me is cover my lips when im speak and laugh. but now time is come for the teeths today! i will find the mister doctor of the other domestic helper maid in this house of the amo. he had made her teeths before this days and her teeths are very okay today. they appears to be a real one. so i am happy!
thanks

Thursday, October 28, 2004

First time to entry here!

Hello everyone in the world of the internets! my name is Shella and I am 20 yrs old. Is so exciting because i will starting to write all my thoughts about my domestic helper life in the philippines. i have never been writing a diary before so this will be so nervous for me but its ok now because diary will be so exciting now!ok so my first writings will be about my amos (amos is a tagalog word for employer or boss) dogs named chayna and chlowee. they are both giving birth this morning ok well. chayna is giving birth to 2 babies and chlowee is giving birth to 4 babies! my amos downstairs is very happy because the selling of the babies will give moneys for the downstairs amos! the moneys are very much. last time i seen the selling of the babies of the dogs they are sold almost P5000 pesos each dog! wow is so exciting! i taking care of the babies dogs because my amos is busy now. i stay there beside the carton box the whole days and makes sure to make sure the babies dogs are ok and fine.when is all finish i go upstairs to my amos upstairs to do my works in the second floor. my amos in the second floor is the true boss of them house. they is all older. they has white hair and the amo is very fat. she likes to eating plenty. so i go upstairs and i stay in the master bedroom for serving the food of dinner time. the other domestic helper maid is cooked the dinner food. after she went and just sitting down in the front of television to watch some shows on tv in the libary of my amos home upstairs. sometimes she is staying there for long time and i am in my amos master bedroom making masaje (masaje is the meaning of massage) with the other domestic helper maid to my amos. we makes masajes for many long times. sometimes for 4 hours in one time. but its ok because now i have a home to stay in live and eat some dinner foods. after making masajes i will heping my fat amos to her own beds and puts many pillow and then helps her to make sleep comfortable. i also makes masajes in the last times and minutes before slept.tonight i make text messaging to my sister inside cavite city in philippines. she is telling me about the friend who is kill already because the car of someone hits him and went very fast away. sometimes here in philippines it happens that the rich amos are doing many things to not be in danger with the police like they pays money to hide their crimes and doing things like pays money to making sure that they are not going to jail. so sad for my sister is saying about her friend who is dead already and the amo who is kill him is gone away and no police will help because they are pay money by the amo.but its ok my amos are not bad they are not like the bad amos in philippines. i am happy to be here in a beautiful home of philippines with foods to eat and a mat to sleep in the room and a salary to have for my family.i will go now to do some dutys and other thing in the home. thanks! tc bye!